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Thursday, December 1st, 2016

Subject:Meeting in East Bay
Time:11:52 am.
The meeting went well. I talked more than usual. I could have been better prepared if I knew I was going to get thrown in like that, but I improvised. In summary it was fine.
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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2016

Time:7:20 pm.
hikerOAK is Online Online (Website)
USA - California - Northern CA East Bay - Oakland - Montclair
6770 miles
Top looking for BTM/versatile guys to date
45, 5'8", 155lb, 30w. Muscular, Shaved, Some Body Hair, Mix. Looking for: Friendship, 1-on-1 Sex, Misc Fetishes, Relationship, Love, Dating.
Passionate, sensual, LTR oriented top guy into making out with a sexy guy. Open to a wide variety of men. Nice dicks, big nipples and a furry chest is a BIG turn on.

Professional guy weekdays, well educated, good manners and a horn dawg on weekends looking to have safe fun. Am hiv neg, sti free, looking for a connected time with a non pnp guy. Am a down to earth, chill guy looking to have a fun time hanging out with other gay men.

I am not into players, DL, married and bi guys.
Hike, cycling, swim, motorcycling, horse back riding, playing pool, dancing, cooking, travelling
Scene Leather, Out Yes, Smoke No, Drink Socially, Drugs No, Zodiac Scorpio.
7.5", Uncut, Top, Safe Sex Only, HIV Negative. Prefer meeting at: My Place.
Software Engineer
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Time:12:15 am.
Was online today
35 • West Covina, California
Member Since: 10 Nov 2013
Approx Distance From You: 358.71 miles (577.28 km)
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Looking for experienced, clean ddf fister top near my area able to host. Love getting my hole stretched and looking to take it to its limit. Looking for someone to mess with my guts, make me ass cum and and give me assgasms then mess with my prostate and make me squirt cum uncontrollably and make me squirt pee. Piston hand fucked me hard and fast till my ass wants to gag out. Need a regular fist buddy any age. Someone near West Covina or Burbank that can host, sure like to have a ff buddy. I work in Burbank near Empire Center and I get off work everyday at 7pm. Let's wreck my hole.
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2016

Time:4:11 am.
A: Do you have any favorite positions?
B: Missionary. Kiss while deep inside.
A: Same here
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Monday, November 21st, 2016

Time:3:26 pm.
Exar_Kun is Online - for Weekends Online (Radar APP)
Bulgaria - All Areas: ... Bulgaria - Sofia
222 miles
Take a chance on me :)
28, 5'11", 165lb, 36w. Slim, Brown, Shaved Body, White. Looking for: 1-on-1 Sex, 3some/ Group Sex, Relationship.
Regular guy from Sofia, Bulgaria. Likes dating and sex with other sorted and open-minded guys. :)
Scene Conservative, Out Yes, Smoke No, Drugs No.
vers/top, Safe Sex Only, HIV Negative. Prefer meeting at: Public Place.
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Time:1:19 am.
Being in Greece is exciting. Just landed a few hours ago and wasted no time barreling my way up north. First impressions are guys here have the same body type as me. Also being a math major helped that I can read nearly all the letters, and will likely figure out the rest tomorrow.
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Thursday, November 10th, 2016

Time:3:57 pm.
An said he is comfortable having me as his partner at the tantric sex workshop, which is a good sign. He also said he's not inviting me to go but I should go if I so desire. I said I will go on my own volition. It was a very "Sex and the City" exchange, like when Mr. Big tells Carrie he's moving to Paris and she can move there too, if she wishes, but of her own volition, not on account of him. In a nutshell, An values his freedom and doesn't want to give it up. And why would he? He's a good looking guy who can have anything he wants sexually at any time. The incentives just aren't there.

I have to say, the part of the workshop I am looking forward to the most is where you stare into each other's eyes for some extended period of time.
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Wednesday, November 9th, 2016

Time:4:05 pm.
Parallel or perpendicular: they're just different orientations. One's no better than the other.
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Friday, November 4th, 2016

Time:11:24 am.
Some people would have you believe you're cowardly or weak for not having certain fantasies and acting on them. Just another form of peer pressure.
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Monday, October 31st, 2016

Time:8:51 am.
If An doesn't want a cock massage, it's his loss. The thing for me to do is leave him alone until he calls me first.
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Sunday, October 30th, 2016

Time:7:13 pm.
I have very high standards for myself and very low standards for everyone else. Does it mean most other people have very low standards for themselves and high standards for others? Makes you wonder how the world works at all, given these circumstances. Is everyone staying at home, smoking pot and being losers? Or pleasing themselves as opposed to being productive members of society. Yes, I really think so.
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Thursday, October 27th, 2016

Subject:Notes to expand later
Time:11:24 pm.
Create a sacred space
1 to 5
Coconut oil
Bossy massage
Cup the balls and put the other hand on the chest
Trendy gay
Brave An
Hand holding
Various techniques
What does your dick mean to you
An wants closeness without strings
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Saturday, October 22nd, 2016

Time:3:24 pm.
Ka is a semi-recent addition to one of my accounts. She was added 10 months ago at the beginning of the year, though it feels longer because our line of work is fast-moving and it can feel like we pack two years of work into one. What I want to say is, Ka is weird. The other day we went for a coffee break and she kept talking about tattoos like it's a normal thing that everybody gets. Once she gets going, there's no stopping her. When she paused for a moment and asked if I had any tattoos and I said no, she continued ranting on about my "virgin skin," as if that makes me the outlier because the default state is everyone in the world has tattoos. This by the way is the same person who quickly ruined "Portrait of Dorian Gray" and "Lord of the Flies," classics I was planning to read, by telling me the whole plot and the ending and the meaning of the book. The words flew out of her mouth so quickly I couldn't even stop her!

It must be an East Coast vs. West Coast thing. Ka is an East Coast (which is to say culturally looking to Europe) person and I am a West Coast (which is to say culturally looking to Asia) person. Being an East Coast person, Ka will tell you the whole story and ruin the plot for you quickly because she sees life as a competition. She must quickly tell you her complete story before some interruptor swoops in and beats her to it or diverts my attention away. In her mind, she thinks "Me Me Me," and the purpose of conversations for her is to get her point across.

By contrast, I am pretty horrified by such encounters with Ka. First, because it feels like I'm in prison to her line of thought. She doesn't allow natural breaks in conversation where, for example, I can interject and say, "hey, stop telling me plot-spoilers!" You may say, "well then confront her about it later and tell her you don't like it." But that's not my style. I am a very non-confrontational person who would rather avoid conflict and de-escalate the situation and later talk about the person behind their back. Unfortunately, in English this idea and expression has a negative connotation, but can't do anything about that!

That's all I have to say about that.

In other news, I am going to watch the same hula show tonight as I saw last weekend. It's all because of one song: "Nothing Left" by Kygo. Norwegian house repurposed to Hawaiian nation building. When I heard/saw the act last Saturday it did make me cry. Good thing it was in a dark and large theater and I was flanked by white, uncaring strangers. Can you imagine the awkwardness if my seat neighbors tried to comfort me? Point being, first, what will happen to Hawaii over the next 50 or 100 years? Will Hawaiian language make a resurgence? It already has, in the last 40 years, the number of native speakers increased from 5,000 to 26,000. Does this point to a more fragmented, localized world as a reaction to globalization where it's quite obvious San Francisco and New Delhi are next door, and next door to Stockholm. Places like Togo, Bolivia, and Northern Brazil on the other hand are very far away, much further than even South Africa which is on the same continent. Where was I going with this? Oh yes, this song written by a Norwegian house DJ encapsulating Hawaii's work of preserving its culture, points to a certain phenomenon happening in the world. I would describe it as "artisanal branding." Cultural appropriation. It's happening in India too, quite in full force, a la lotus petals floating atop mirror-still rain pools, yoga accessories and crystals, enlightenment for sale. Isn't there another way? I have to say, maybe Belarus is doing the right thing - going full on isolationist during the current period of "globalization whether you like it or not."

That reminds me, what are we to think of people who vote for Donald Trump? Should we tell them we hate them? Should we tar and feather them? Should we ignore them and pretend they don't exist? Well, truly there are many stupid and loud people in the world. And sometimes they infringe on our life. The thing to do is to pretend to be nice to their face and secretly hate them behind their back.
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Thursday, October 20th, 2016

Time:11:06 am.
When the world is exploding around us, what else can we be but an ocean of calm.
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Time:9:22 am.
Company dropped the F bomb this morning, meaning plan freeze of their retirement plan. During such times of stress, we tend to turn to friends and family for emotional support. But can anyone ever truly understand, is it fair to burden others with our own problems, and do you really want to be emotionally dependent like that? I think I'll deal with this one on my own and avoid all the condescending condolences.
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Wednesday, October 19th, 2016

Time:1:31 pm.
An is so beautiful. He sent me a topless photo this morning with his new haircut and it convinced me to agree to the dick massage class he wanted me to attend with him.
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Monday, October 17th, 2016

Time:12:37 am.
I like to sleep in boxers.

How did I get to this decision in life, given the many choices? I came to it in college, preferring to walk around in boxers in my dorm suite, despite or perhaps because of the presence of straight men who did the same.

Many gay guys around here transitioned to sleeping in the nude. I could see how someone would come to that conclusion. Although I never felt comfortable doing that, even though I have tried it on occasion.

I feel most at home in the Southwest: Arizona, Nevada, New Mexico. I like the desert, it's golden sun, orange cliffs, desert shrubs. I like the dry heat it emanates, it makes me feel relaxed. In my daily life I eat too much, but being in that climate makes me less hungry. I think it slows down time.

I think too much. I walk around absorbing multiple layers of information, processing it quickly. I wish I could switch it off. The desert, LA being an example of a desert climate, helps me do that.ni guess this means I better plan a trip there soon. I don't know when. My free time is booked for the foreseeable future: watching the hula show the second time next weekend. Thanksgiving is booked with Greece. Christmas is a family trip. Even March is booked already with Japan. Traditionally Thanksgiving and Christmas have been my opportunities to visit the Southwest, but it hasn't worked out this year. I can't afford these international trips I have booked, but you never can look back with regret. All you can do is look forward and start planning the Southwest Thanksgiving Roadtrip of 2017. I ask myself: do I want to invite An after he rejected my invite for the romp through Scandinavia? I'm on the fence about it.
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Friday, October 14th, 2016

Time:11:40 pm.
I find the argument that sexual preference isn't racism to be old and stale and false. Of course it's racism. It's the epitome of racism. Hello!
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Time:11:21 pm.
The day ends where it began: selfish people screwing me over given half a chance.
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Time:11:12 pm.
Got too drunk with coworkers. Said some things I probably shouldn't have. Also learned some things that were interesting but kind of knew already like Na being sticky and a top. Well everyone has their preferences.
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